I have been feeling great and noticing miniscule changes. For example, I touched my triceps and it is tighter, the way I think "normal" person's would feel. Same thing happens when I look at my double chin, I see a difference, but it's so subtle that I wonder if I'm only seeing what I want to see. There are moments when I am overjoyed, but then the self doubt kicks in and I wonder if it's just my imagination.
The running also continues, I started at 1 mile and now I've reached 3 miles at 13:34/mile (Yeah, SUPER slow!). From this point I will stay at 3 miles and improve on the time and intensity of the runs.
The pilates sessions get better and better, and I keep looking forward to them. Of all the exercises, there are only 3 that I know by name: Hundreds, Elephant, and Running. You can only imagine what the instructors have to go through to memorize and perfect each of the 100's of exercises. Virginia introduces us to at least 2 new exercises during each session. The workouts flow pretty smoothly and keep me interested and motivated.
So December, here I come!
For a visual, to the left is a not so glamorous shot of me on 11/6 at 8 am. This was taken after our "brisk" morning walk at Canyon Ranch in Lenox, MA. Not sure if you can tell in the picture, but I am lacking oxygen, sweating profusely, and hanging on to the poles for dear life. :-)On this day, I took class after class and did another hike in the afternoon.
I got confirmation of my all or nothing personality, which has allowed me to be more aware of myself and do things in a more balanced manner.
I am looking forward to the next 2 weeks because I will be reaching my 6 weeks mark, which from what I hear is how long it takes for something to become a habit.
There are moments when I get tempted to go back to my old ways, but I've learned to forgive myself, that not everything must be "all or nothing". I am patient and I keep telling myself... this is it.
This is for no one else but me.
After my last post, I went home and caught some of the Biggest Loser on television. One woman lost about 60 pounds in 9 weeks. I am doing this in 20 weeks so that was inspirational but a little scary- what must they be doing to lose that much weight that fast?, so I looked up how much they work out on "the ranch" and was aghast. Um, up to SEVEN hours a day. No wonder! At this point in my journey, aside from Pilates and my occasional run, I am unfortunately not very motivated to work out. I have been working a lot this week, since report cards were due today and when I get home, all I want to do is chill and go to sleep. So, I have deemed myself the Biggest Snoozer. I don't really want to be called a loser anyway, so that works. Joking aside, I have to start working out on my own more. I want that to be part of the lifestyle change.